So I'm overwelmed easily it takes everything and nothing for my life to seem unmanagable , completely out of control. It takes a phone call, an unexpected appointment a blank thought, emptiness. God forbid that emptiness. That feeling that there's nothing here I'm sinking down into the earth with out a insight or thought to pass on.
My point tonight , just do the next RIGHT thing .
What is it ? Simple: Take a shower . Brush your teeth. Read your book.
Do not take on the world tonight, Sam. It doesn't need your help at this moment.
They say ( they being someone's name I cannot remember)
" If we take care of the moments , the years will take care of themselves . "
It can be so hard to trust these moments each one linking itself to the giant quilt that is my life . The fabric the pattern always changing, becoming more intricate and precise more individual , more me.
Trust.
Night .
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