Saturday's have been rough days for me these past few months. I don't know what it is about the day. I used to feel that way about Sunday's when I lived in NYC because it meant the week was about start and I never felt ready. Like literally I could never prepare myself for the world awaiting me.
Today I try more to be nicer to myself. To just be enough right now.
But back to Saturdays they have caused me some pain , I seem to crash on this particular day , I am floored by exhaustion or whatever and the idea of just letting myself "rest" is hardly within reach. But I need to rest , as humans we need to take the time to recharge. I feel that my multi tasking skills are so good that even while I'm recharging I'm working, I'm thinking I'm trying to create more. Funny thing is ; Saturday is ruled by the planet Saturn and Saturn represents ; dicipline, and getting shit done. Funny thing is we kinda do that all week , don't we ? And then Saturday rolls around and I feel an even stronger push or urge to get stuff done , but my body disagrees it say's okay , enough! rest time , go eat a cookie and chill out princess.
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