"We must accept that this creative pulse within us is God's creative pulse itself."
They say you just substitute one addiction for another blah blah. . my addictions (which could be understood as gratitude's as well) of the solstice are ; pumpkin cream ora, apple sauce with raisins, 6:30 am yoga . face book (ugh). dancing bodies. snow falling . my electric heater. the fire place. pulse . the Ellen d show. tastespotting.com GO ! G Jar. Sag Aloo Paneer .
What am I waiting for ?
Where do I start ? Say, I've already started how do I gage my ever so slow process? How do I change without leaving what is good for me? How do I sit down and create something when I'm distracted by every blinking light? How do I start when my mind feels empty and blank ?
I'm inspired. I'm in love with all the floating worlds.
BAM . I'm down and out there's no juice , no fire in my belly , no sparkle , or is there?
It's subtle , but i don't know or recognize that . That comes differently , peacefully actually .
So, how do you stay at it , and not suffocate not push something out that hasn't matured enough, that's maybe just not ready.
( Is that just a muddy excuse)
What do you do in the meantime?
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