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Friday, November 13, 2009

Not a Debbie-Downer !

My acting teacher used to say ; " If you don't know what you want, at least know what you don't want!"
I have an easier time looking at this, and not because I am a glass half-empty kinda girl, but because there is so much I want I do not know what to even start with most of the time. I sometimes feel like a kid in a candy store I don't know what to choose so I run around tasting everything , and all I come out with is a wicked sugar high.
I don't want;
I don't want a job that I don't love.
I don't want to settle for love.
I don't want people to wear shoes in my house.
I don't want to run around just to run around.
I don't want to miss out bye rushing through life.
I don't want to miss the moments.
I don't want to be cold.
I don't want to be resentful.
I don't want eat fast.
I don't want to say mean things to myself.
I don't want to use my kids to dump my shit onto.
I don't want to take any of this very seriously.
I don't want to worry and stress.
I don't want to ever stop growing.

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